Tuesday, 27 March 2012

Hello :)

Sooo... I met some of my boyfriends family last weekend. It was a really lovely day out and everyone was super nice. He has the cutest little cousins ever and they all have the same eyes! So cute :D
We're at the stage where its getting serious now... and I love that! Making plans for him to meet my family and for me to visit him in Devon during the summer! FunFunFun!
We're 3 months in and he is kissing me and calling me beautiful...
I am a very happy Evie :)

Monday, 19 March 2012

18/03/2012- 140 lb

Hit my goal weight! I have lost almost 2 stone and my body has changed a lot! I went from a 34 inch waist to a 32... my waist (which was already small) has got even smaller! My legs are thinner and my chest is smaller. Yet somehow i've stayed the same bra size through all of this! Miracle!
it's a big difference! I was a size 14, now i am a size 10-12.... which i have only ever dreamed of being! I cannot wait until i start seeing 9 stone! People keep complimenting me on my weight loss, which is great and i feel amazing because i have bloody earned it. That is my motivation, not the compliments, the fact that i have earned my love for my body, and not settled for anything less.... I'm very damn proud of myself!

Ps...also...this dress is now too big! Time to buy some new clothes!

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Tired.. and sore.

I have been at this essay for 6 days now, and i still haven't finished! I've been terrible, eating junk food to get me through it all. It only makes me sluggish. I want hugs and cuddles and kisses... thankfully I'm seeing Jeremy tomorrow and he can cheer me up. Seriously, that guy knows all the right things to say! :*)

I have taken up a Kettle Bell class at the gym and even though its intense the buzz that you get!.... WOW! I used to use my brothers ketbell but its a 16 kg and too heavy for me. So training properly with weights is good. I'm nearly at my final goal weight and once I hit 140 lb.... I'm going on a shopping spree baby! :)

In other news.... worried about my family at the moment. My brothers under alot of pressure to do well in his exams- or rather he is putting pressure on himself. My mum is worried about him. My dad... that's another story. He's a mystery. He either cares or he doesn't. Right now- he doesn't.

Baahh. Now I should get back to this essay....

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

4lb...

4lb. Just 4lb stand in the way of me reaching my goal weight!
I can shed 4 pounds. No problem.
I Can Do This.

Giving up alcohol!

This is why:
I've finally gotten over the 12 week cough/cold, where I constantly felt like crap. Now I'm feeling back to normal but whenever I have a drink I go right back to feeling shit again! It's not a hangover, its like I have a cold all over again. I hate it! I've been eating clean, and it's my bodies way of telling me to stop, that it can't handle it.
Truth be told, it's unnecessary calories and a waste of money!
So, I'm going to slowly cut down and stop. I'm a lightweight anyway and I don't need alcohol to have a good time.

Monday, 5 March 2012

The next 3 months....

......are going to be hell!
Work. Reading. Research. Essays. EXAMS.
I can't deal with it all!! Can I just hibernate until Summer?? Pleaaaaase??
Being a Libra and all i'm meant to be balanced. But i've never been like that. For me, its either one extreme or the other. Like, I finally get a social life but now I have to put my all into my work and actually put the effort in.
I feel like I have no motivation to do work. I'm not getting the results I want. And this is stressing me out.
GAHH. :(

Friday, 2 March 2012

So so nervous!

I got a job tutoring these 2 kids English every Friday, and I start today! OMG. So not prepared, i have no material whatsoever... but i shall do the best i can! Eeeek. So nervous! But having friends round mine later tonight is something to look forward to i guess!
Wish me luck! I'm going to need it!

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